Doctors office calls and more negative tests..

So my nurse called today, wanted to know if I tested, and if i had started my period. fun fun..
Yes, I have tested, (didn't tell her how many boxes I've gone through in these past 16 days) no my period hasn't started, and no, I have not gotten a positive test. She's leaving the decision up to me if I want a blood test. I don't even know. I am so used to getting negative tests that I just assume, even though I am -technically- late, that I am not pregnant. But I certainly feel yucky again this morning. I just don't know what to do. I feel like it might be a waste of money at this point. A lot more than I've spent on HPT's (thanks Leeann, my supplier and pusher). I guess if I haven't started my period in the next 2 days or so, I'll go in for a test.

I am at a loss, if I am not pregnant, I am ready for this cycle to be over so that I can move on. If I am pregnant, I'd like to know, you know?

Ugh..

frustration....


-Megan